Monday, September 12, 2011

Lifes many mysteries....

So here goes, my dad set me a task the other day to write him a letter with some ideas to put to him about what I want to do with my life. Well, that might seem like an easy task but it has taken me a little time to ponder my thoughts and come up with a way to write said letter!



You see I’m in a little bit of a pickle, I’m 22 –nearly 23, sad panda- and still don’t know what I really want to.



I wish I was one of those kids who grow up knowing what they want to be -well I did but being a super model isn’t as easy as I thought- so I’ve had to put that dream to the back of the stock pile, while I work out what I can actually do with my life on a more realistic level.



So I’m sitting here thinking what I would really like to do with my life and I’m already stumped, sure I have a few ideas of what I want to do, I want to have a job that’s fun and rewarding. Where I’m still free to have the hobbies and free time, lunch dates with friends are important. I want to be in an environment where I can grow and move. Sometimes it seems like I can’t get past the superficial wall to figure out what I really want to do.



I blame American TV, life isn’t a dream like those shows, this is reality. So here I go I’m going to list the things I enjoy or skill I think I have to see if anything jumps out in front of my eyes!



I enjoy being creative, I like working with children and fashion is fun…cooking relaxes me but as a job maybe too stressful. I hate standing up for long periods but I also hate sitting down for long periods, I get to fidgety. I hate maths and numbers, but love history and art. I do enjoy planning things, and having everything come together at the finally result. I love travelling, and being somewhere new.


So all the skills I have seem to lead no where, I want to travel and spend my life making an adventure. I want to pursue something I want to make a difference. I want to help people I want to be someone that I’m proud o
f!

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Thursday, March 24, 2011

That Should Be Me...

I'm ashamed to say I really really love the new Justin Bieber song featuring Rascal Flatts!
It's not as bad as it seems i'm a huge fan of Rascal Flatts and really rate there music so, when they decided to do a duet with the Biebs I was a little apprehensive.
But i've been proven wrong once again, and let me tell you that doesn't happen very often. but it's an amazing song and i can't stop singing it and belting it out at the top of my very tone deaf -not that lungs can really be tone deaf but you get my drift- lungs!!

I have just realised I haven't actually mentioned the name of the song, it's called That Should Be Me.

I think the songs lyrics are pretty relatable, everyones lost/will lose a partner to someone else. As they said on Glee this week, the best lyrics come from personal experinces!

I'm posting the youtube link below have a listen and tell me what you think!






Also while we are on the topic of music...Friday - need I say more! I do actually feel a bit sorry for her, out of all the songs this ark music has made Rebecca Blacks song isn't even the worst, if anything it's the best of a bad bunch!

Monday, January 17, 2011

A Fabulous weekend

I had the most fabulous weekend, the sun was shining the bird were singing (thank god in a tree really far away from me- I'm petrified of birds).

It was just one of those weekends surrounded by fun loving carefree people, which is what I’m trying to be this year! That’s my New Years Resolution to be more carefree! But back to the weekend, drinks with the girls in the sun, cranking some hard beats and hitting up the d-floor! And the was all just on Saturday.


Sunday I was lucky enough to purchase some tickets to the rally for Relief at Rod laver Arena, and I’m glad I did was such a fantastic day, besides i practically melted in the sun and have a nasty forehead burn!! But it was for the flood victims so I’ll keep my suffering to myself!

For those who don't know the rally for relief was a fundraiser on the eve of the Australian Open to raise some much needed funds for the Queensland flood victims’.


The players such as Roger Federer, Rafa Nadal and my new love Novak Djokovic, all made there way to the courts, providing some much need comic relief.

The game was nothing to be taken serious with Andy Roddick making passes at anything in a skirt and sometime even the boys! Ball girls, lines men and 3 players against 1 all battled it out in teams of Green and Gold captained by 2 Aussie greats Pat Rafter and Leyton Hewitt.

At one stage Djokovic left the court altogether to try his hand at photography, thoroughly enjoying the cameras extended zoom which he pointed at Caroline Wozniacki as she posed in a figure-hugging pink and white ensemble. "I can see more than you think!" quipped Djokovic.

It was a fantastic day, with everyone who was involved feeling ebullient from the day of helping others.

All us ticket buying fans, helped to raise over A$300,000 (£187,000), corporate sponsors also help out and Queensland Energy Services said they would match anything we made within the next 2 weeks of the Australian Open.

Sam Stosur also piped in she'll donate A$500 for every ace she hits during the tournament, also with the Governing bodies of the men's and women's tours donating A$10 for every ace hit in the tournament.

Let the ACE tennis begin, (see what I did there) the Australian Open starts today!

Tennis luminaries suporting flood relief: (Top row L-R) Former tennis player Jim Courier of the U.S., Lleyton Hewitt of Australia, Andy Murray of Britain, Ana Ivanovic of Serbia, Patrick Rafter of Australia, Rafael Nadal of Spain, Andy Roddick of the U.S. , Roger Federer of Switzerland, Sam Stosur of Australia, (bottom row L-R) Victoria Azarenka of Belarus, Vera Zvonareva of Russia, Caroline Wozniacki of Denmark, Justine Henin and Kim Clijsters of Belgium. <EM>Photo: Reuters</EM>

Tennis luminaries suporting flood relief: (Top row L-R) Former tennis player Jim Courier of the U.S., Lleyton Hewitt of Australia, Andy Murray of Britain, Ana Ivanovic of Serbia, Patrick Rafter of Australia, Rafael Nadal of Spain, Andy Roddick of the U.S. , Roger Federer of Switzerland, Sam Stosur of Australia, (bottom row L-R) Victoria Azarenka of Belarus, Vera Zvonareva of Russia, Caroline Wozniacki of Denmark, Justine Henin and Kim Clijsters of Belgium. Photo: Reuters

Top stars warm-up - TENNIS - Australian Open
 
Djokovic and Murray, spreading the love.

Roger Federer and rival Rafael Nadal play doubles in yesterday's flood relief match.


Lleyton Hewitt of Australia serves, and commentates, with son Cruz nearby. <EM>Photo: Getty Images</EM>
Lleyton Hewitt of Australia and Novak Djokovic of Serbia celebrate winning a point. <EM>Photo: Getty Images</EM>

Lleyton Hewitt of Australia and Novak Djokovic of Serbia celebrate winning a point. Photo: Getty Images

Friday, January 14, 2011

The Queensland Floods

If you have been watching the news, reading papers or listening to the radio in that last week many of you know  Queensland is experiencing the worse floods ever, many communities have been devastated. Some families have lost everything.
 
As many as 50 people are likely to have died in the Queensland floods, so please please lets jump on board and donate donate donate to the Queenland Flood Victims.
 
Follow the link below to help donate, nothing is to small!
 
http://www.redcross.org.au/QLD/services_disresp_nqfloods2009.htm
 
 
 

 


Monday, November 29, 2010

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A Very Touching Email...

I received this email today from my sister, and I thought i'd share it with all of you as it's a very touching story.
Who know if it's true or juts a made up case but in any case it really spoke to me...should just strong human compassion that’s rarely exists with children these days...have a look and i dare you not to have a tear in your eye at the end!

Two Choices

What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway.

My question is: Would you have made the same choice?

At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question:
'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection.
Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do.
Where is the natural order of things in my son?'

The audience was stilled by the query.

The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.'

Then he told the following story:

Shay and I had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, 'Do you think they'll let me play?' I knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but as a father I also understood that if my son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.

I approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for guidance and said, 'We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.'

Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. I watched with a small tear in my eye and warmth in my heart. The boys saw my joy at my son being accepted. In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three.

In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as I waved to him from the stands.

In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again.

Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat. At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game?

Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball.

However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact.

The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed.

The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay.

As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher.

The game would now be over.

The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman.

Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game.

Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman's head, out of reach of all team mates.

Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, 'Shay, run to first!

Run to first!'

Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base.

He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled.

Everyone yelled, 'Run to second, run to second!'

Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base.

B y the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball . the smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team.

He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman's head.

Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home.

All were screaming, 'Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay'

Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, 'Run to third!

'Shay, run to third!'

As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, 'Shay, run home! Run home!'

Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team

'That day', said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, 'the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world'.

Shay didn't make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making me so happy, and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!

xxx
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